the present's just a pleasant.

let me take this moment to be selfish, to be upset and let everything to be about just myself. the hurt has become a norm, a constant wave now and then and i cannot avoid it. i can only sail along and take what decides to come.

maybe you were the one who walked out, the one whom i thought would stay but didnt. maybe i was always the one to stay, right here waiting. maybe i just wanna cry my eyes out in front of you, just so you can see the hurt i've been bearing.

moments like this, reminds me that i am human. moments like this make me helplessly lost.

hurt, i am trying. hurt, i am putting on my mask now.

'the first star you see may not be a star, i'm not your star.'