music: the script: breakeven

i hate you kenny chong. for all that you have put me through, for all the lies and for everything that i have wasted on you. you don't deserve to have me. i was stupid and i still am because you still hurt me but i will delete you off my life.

music: adele: someone like you

sometimes i feel like i think too much, expect too much, demand too much, be strong too much and fear too much. and with all that said, when i crumble i break down into loud wobbly sobs that can go on for a long time. the pain can be excruciating and can make me feel ever so alone. no one deserves to ever feel the way i feel. i think that i am on the right track in life, think that i am doing my best to focus and doing my bravest to be independent and have no one by me. i'm afraid to be broken again, afraid to feel the heart break and heart ache all over again. i wish to learn trust again, to let loose and let someone catch me again. i want to feel the warmth of another again and i want to stop being scared and scarred by my past and memories. i don't wish to be haunted forever by what others did to me. i will keep moving on and get better but life gets a little tiring sometimes and it'd be nice to have someone like you.

don't burst my bubble?

music: mary black: once in a very blue moon

baby girl.

life without you would suck. you are my precious, my princess, my buddy, my love. you love me back without fail all the time and give me furry hugs and let me kiss you on the head. i love you today, tomorrow and forever.

y.

you make me wanna take care of you and fuss over you.

you make me feel like if we had chances, you could take me on adventures.

you are down to earth and realistic about things.

you may seem to have a cold and hard exterior but i see the vulnerability inside.

you are so adorable to me, i wanna just pull you in and hold you close because you're so cute in so many unspoken ways.

your attraction to me however, is it real? will it last? is it just a sisterly love?

it makes me wonder and it makes me scared to know perhaps i want more.

are we on the same page?