music: leona lewis: bleeding love

yesterday was NUS invitational championships. i'm utterly speechless, demoralised, tired out and terribly upset with my performance. out of six events that i took, i had two disqualifications because of my manikin towing. sigh! it really wasn't my best performance yesterday...perhaps, it was my worst. anyways, so many new faces and suddenly i feel old. pictures and more details to be uploaded soon!




i can't help but say i'm sorry for the way i acted, but really, you hurt me, somehow. maybe i'm sensitive, maybe it's all gotta do with me. maybe i'm stress and i just needed to feel your arms around me, someone to stroke my hair and someone to love me for real. baby i don't really feel it's real. i wanted you to be with me. but why does it seem that you are clueless? why doesn't it seem that you are so distant? but i love you so much.

to a friend, who's been there for 11 years and counting :)

hi dawn, i love you so much. you are my bestie and nothing's gonna change the friendship that we have. i promise when i get married, you'll be my bridesmaid ok?

we look good in pictures even though you're always so tall.

i like how comfortable we are with each other till the extent that we simply don't dress up anymore because we know it's just each other we're gonna meet. of course there's the burping and all too...

so, on days we hang out, i always screw things up but you take me anyhow. sentosa with you were always awesome, especially when we played volleyball and you whine saying how much you were aching the next day. HAHA!


to a bestie, who was always there, maybe not physically all the time but i know you were always there by me :) thanks you dawn khoo.

music: melanie c: already gone

because i was so afraid that you were just another him.
i try to fight the thoughts, i said you were really different.
i smile and i laugh my heart out but at the end of the day, i stop and tell myself it's all too good to be true.



won't someone out there take me by the hand and tell me to stay forever in their arms?

Glitz 2008.

this year the award ceremony was held at the competition hall at the sports complex. yes yes i know, you must be thinking 'oh wow, how glamourous is that huh?' but really, it was glam enough :) red carpet, nice lighting, props and what not, made it just as awesome as it was last year at the trcc. ok, mayeb the only bad thing was that the aircon useless. we felt...nothing. it was as if i was having a suana session can.

so chris picked us up at causeway point. thank goodness her car was big. we had about ten people squeezing in the car! now i know that in such situations, the team can really squeeze huh. we all comprise by sitting on each other's lap and sacrificing a little bit of arse space here and there. haa!

pictures.the aftermath of squeezing in the car. the guys prolly thought they fought world war three, what with us sitting on their laps.
and then while waiting for others to come, we taught hanging out and taking pictures at the car park was the new black. haha! next up we decided to try looking like runway models. walk, talk and pose for the camera!i really wondered if micheal kept his hair long just for this event. gary says no though.first time i see zhengkai so hardworking. then again, he was only reading the glitz booklet, prolly checking for any hot chicks. haa! and johann looks so stone can.andy action only. he's physically here but mentally in temptation island.

finally, the prize winners!darshi! (waterpolo, swimming)rachel chiam! (eh stop flirting with my director ok!)

mr pang yong kai!

mr wang yi kai!me!RENA! (volleyball) stop playing stupid card games in class ok! i tell alexis!

long fei!jina! lavendar (canoeing), the sports woman of the year. $1500 flew to her and not me :( so much for shark fins for the whole team huh. HAHA!
team of the year, dragon boat. (what's new...)

now here comes the after ceremony photo taking.

RP's Lifesaving Team 2008 (seniors, except that stupid johann; so extra)

here are some of us, prize winners, trying to pose like real athletes. haa!

gary thinks he's hottest this way.i have 'a thing' for black swimmers (like real).

gays fighting for the rights of their gays partners.xoxo ex- captain.thanks for being just there through my ups and downs ;)so now you guys think you all very cute la! rachel and i always like to pretend that we are barbie dolls living in a perfect world. heh.road race and lifesaving members, together as one.the food was too little! chester and i.ok rachel, we're going diving in july!the guy whom i always though was chester.my beloved step brother.adriel, rachel and myself.meiling (dragon boat)

so there you have it, glitz 2oo8.