music: marina and the diamonds: primadonna

to the drama life i chose to move away from, i've always still wondered how it'd be like to have pursued you. a huge part of me is made up of being expressive, loud and dramatic. strip me of it all and it really isn't me anymore. everyone knows it, how i am and how i enjoy myself to be. i may not be everyone's kind of friend but to those who have stuck around, i'll try to be sure to entertain your lives as much as i can. it might sound kind of crazy to people but many a times i find myself playing a song mentally in my mind as to how i am feeling at that moment and with that, it springs me round and round and gets me going some how. the rush of excitement and gush of emotions, it's how i work, it's how it makes me sane. it's my little very own fairytale stories and i'm pretty contented this way. 

'primadonna girl, all i ever wanted was the world'