Tuesday, November 28, 2006

baby baby, do you know how i feel?


saved as southpark in my cell phone and in my heart.
funny how we met.

one thing i said i would never forget...
[ on the cell phone with you at plaza singapore.
k: where are you, i cant see you.
me: look up and you'll see me.]
you literally looked right up to the ceiling.
that got me rolling over with laughter.
babe, i remember.

i guess i hadn't understood at the beginning.
i guess i was protecting you in the wrong way.
you hadn't liked it, you hadn't seen the good of it all.
now it's all gone.
babe, i'll still remember.

i dont remember lying no more for i had treasured what we had.
why'd you have to loose faith in me.
i may never know.

no amount of heartfelt words will work on you no more.
not even if i fall down on my knees and cry.




why'd i have to get myself hurt again?
ive been putting on a mask.
that's what an actor does best. have i mastered that skill all too well?
today, i want to be alone under the stars. maybe the silent night can calm my nerves.

southpark no more.

Friday, November 24, 2006

RP's cheeringleading totally "rock".

POWER.
i heard about it from my friends.
and so i made an effort to lift my butt from the chair and comfort of my classroom to go to the agora at 1pm to catch the cheerleading performance.
i was DAMN excited LOR and i could hardly stay calm at all.
and at last i saw it with my OWN EYES.
there it was right before me...RP's very own JIGGLY PUFFS!!!...ooppss..i meant..erm...SEXIST, HOTTEST and not to mention COOLEST cheerleaders.
shucks! i hadn't brought my camera to school today if not i would have taken wonderful shots of the JIGGLY PUFFS.
HAHAHAHA!!!
it was really hilarious LA.
i mean they were so "YEA YEA...GO RP GO RP...(of course in their "squeakest and sweetest" voices.)
they were so "i am totally like those cool cheerleader in the states."
when of course, they were far from them. like totally.
anyway, i guess i have to give them credits also la.
after all, they were erm...NEW.
WELL DONE JIGGLY PUFFS!
I LIKE TOTALLY LOVE THE OUTFIT AND THE TUMMIES :))

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

after work on a sunday night.







while in the sentosa yellow line bus out to the departure centre, jeremy, binghui, gabby and i decided to have some fun. cam whoring always works. HAHAHA :)

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

my locker at work.





music: justin timerlake: losing my way

time check it says 2:02pm on my lappy.
the end of breakout two and the start of meeting three.
enterprise module and we have another facilitator today.
wow, she's wearing a pretty little elegant dress and carrying a LV tote bag baby!
not mentioning, she speaks with a slang and hmm...maybe it's impressive :)
anyway, alouis team is presenting now. the guy is speaking.
goodness xD

sam, paris and I were talking about going shopping soon one day.
i can hardly wait eh.

christmas is coming and tis' the season to be jolly!!!
i gotta get my wish list ready!!!
wwhhoooo...........

Friday, November 17, 2006

bikini high.

ive got myself a hot new red and white stripped bikini which apparently, my boyfriend isnt interested to see me in.

shheesshh :D

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

ive got nothing going my way.

rashes can itch, and so can it made you mad and fustrated.
ive been having a full body rash for three freaking days already, and it doesnt seem to want to heal. shheesshh...

anyway, lately ive been feelin vexed.
well, i suppose.
days when the world dont get you,
days when no one seems to be able to help you.
you just feel like grabbing your pillow and tearing it apart.
you want to mess your room and throw everything away from its place.
you want to scream and cry and hopefully have someone come hug you.
but you know you cant do it.
it wont happen.



"papa dont preach, im in trouble now.
papa dont preach, ive been losing sleep."

Saturday, November 11, 2006

goodness gracious me.

cognitive module today.
goodness gracious me, the faci turned out to be yet another male guy who just couldnt seem to STOP asking questions!
like, what the hell man, couldnt he see that everyone was already restless?
and you know what is freaky?
whenever he asked a question, he would turn and look and sheena and i.
man were we freaked out.
and you know what was hilarious?
the way he drank his ribena!!!
he was slurping away like some guy who had never tasted such great ribena.
LOL.


anyway, i hesitated coming to school today.
I woke up feeling like crap and my tummy was hurting like no one's business.
i went to the toilet bowl and sat there for like what had seemed forever.
shheesshh...
i have no idea what i ate that crapped my morning.

i cabbed to school and guess what?
I slept most of the day away!
man did it felt good.
haha.

i was chatting with sam on msn while browsing through misso's blog during presentation.
HAHA.
i just couldnt concentrate.
teehee.

ohh, not to mention, i am blogging in class.
:D
meeting my bestie dawn later.
i can hardly wait.

ciao!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

at the stroke of NOON.

i'm gonna go for swimming trails later.
i doubt i can make the timing.
oh goodness...

i'm eating "wan wan" cracker in class for lunch.
my diet sucks.
i wont be surprise if i die early.
ohh...i should just shut up.
haha.

you know, im aching and my body is freaking tense.
i can feel it man.
i should go for some freaking hella good massage.
it might just as well loosen me up.
maybe then will i be flexible.

by day, im engross and preoccupied in school.
not much thoughts of my sweetheart.

im bored in class la.
probably explains why im blogging.
no one to disturb.
even sam's not in school.
shheesshh...

had a long chat with grayson and dexter last night.
funny how love can change a person so much.
ive been thinking, people who have domestic partnerships all seem to be much happier.
casual remark.

oh yea, just to reconfirm that i am actually forgiven,
KEVIN KOO, I AM SORRY TO HAVE PLAYED YOU OUT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.

teehee.
happy?

in a flirty mood?

you know how sometimes you feel confused?
hell yea, my heart is screwed and so is my brain.
goodness gracious.
i've got a dirty little secret and only i've got the key to it.

Monday, November 06, 2006

no comments.

i think i made someone angry today.
uh oh. :(
i'm like so sorry.
please don't ignore me.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

music: stacie orrico: i'mnot missin' you

as much as i love you honey,
i gotta learn eh?

sigh, i dont wanna be like a burden to you.
right now, i may seem like an extra fustration,
right now i may seem like i dont understand,
right now i may seem like im not the one whom you can rely on for comfort,
but i hope you will realise one day.

i'll leave you alone to be busy.
i wont cry, i wont whine.
when you want me, i'll be there for now.

Friday, November 03, 2006

nothing in this world.

i've figured that I needed a distraction.
cam whoring ain't working.
mermaid just wants to play with her squeaky ball.
honey has no time for me.
no one's there.
sigh!

ok, i've got to find somethinge better than what i have now.











my big haired buddy, HADIF :)

Thursday, November 02, 2006

burning sensation enough to kill.



check out my swollen eye.
i stayed home yesterday.
slept the day away with mermaid constantly coming up to me to i would suppose, to check on me?
haha :)




guess what?
i watched hi-5 and on kids central yesterday too!
teehee!
the kiddo in me.
*grins
anyway, i went to see the doc with mommy at night.
ive got antibiotics pills, cream and eye drops.
shheesshh...
i look like a pig.
oink oink!