Monday, September 03, 2007

dedicated to you, yes you peeps.

samantha.
you have been rocking my life since the first time we became so close. you give me sound advices and have always been there for me. this is what a friend should be.

dawn.
you've been busy and yes i do understand. nevertheless, you always make it a point to bug me and update yourself. we drift now and then but it all sums up when we meet. i love how after so long, you still accept me for just me.

rachelle.
you fierce woman. you always wake me up from reality hard.

samuel teo.
you are a good listener and you shower me with care and love. i'll be here for you too yea? we'll always have a bond in us :)

beach patrol officers.
i see many of you just on weekends, but you have made me see so much more to life. the ugly and the pretty. i really grew up in sentosa...a lot.

rp lifesaving mates.
laughters and more to come. you people are there to keep me smiling always.

mathew.
you still give me that sugary rush. maybe, someday we'll know.

jesse.
your ignorance makes me so pure at times.

narene.
you make me trust again. im taking this one chance and giving it to you.





thank you so much for just being there.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

the lil' raindrops from my eyes.

a picture speaks a thousands words, so what makes words? growing up feels weird enough, i guess people's expections change too. there are days where i ought to slap myself a million times, thinking that the world revolves around me. people never distrust me before. my words were always correct..till today..you read me wrong. anyways, i guess i am still stupid enough to keep my hopes high and trying to think positive. mommy please say you lil' girl is dumb. you never taught me about the other side of life.

i cant help crying and feeling so sad. i think again and again about why i am here today. i try to think of the brighter side of life, but guess what? i still think you are outta my league and i hate myself for thinking you are not. perhaps ive met my match. weird enough, the same sex. i never wanted to be the one hunting. ive never hunted before.

and mommy, why'd you give birthe to a girl who is so emotional?