so i fell asleep twice today during class. i nearly screwed up my presentation too. what made my day was drama after school. my best buddies, the "die hard rocker fans", BJ, Sean, Nicole, Phrabhu and David put a smile on my face and that really lightened my already crappy mood.
at times, i feel that i have everything going my way at this very point in my life, but then i look back and realise how i have been such a failure in my relationship.
my baby boy and i have long drifted. so what makes us now? i dont know. status single, i suppose. i want my prince to come my way soon. im happy and all, but something is lacking and i want to feel all sugary and sweet one again.
oh gosh, do i sound desperate now? haha/ i hope not. oh well, off to do my work.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
mixed thoughts.
it's seens like a billion years since i last blogged.
pure madness.
at this point in time, my status is single.
baby's outta my life or so i think.
what went wrong?
i wonder.
we simply drifted and never got back.
i'm tired of trying for it feels like i'm the only one making an effort.
school's been a blast.
thankfully.
new friends and a an improved lifestyle.
hot chicks and hunks.
whackiness and dirty fun.
what more should I expect?
ernest did the sweetest thing for me since school started. To apologise for what he had done (details shall not be revealed)he requested for a song to be dedicated to me by a live band at fish and company (glass house). i would have jumped up and hugged him, by oh well, i beared in mind that i had classmates who would thought of that as "too open". bleah!
goodness, BJ's the lastest obession. haha. i mean, he's just this really bubbly and nonsense guy who speaks about anything under the sky. what more, he's in drama. huggies BJ!
talk about people seeing right through you. Ithought grayson was the only one who could do that to me. guess what. davio can too. shucks! haha. it's scary yet interestingly exciting for some reasons. i wanna work with grayson or davio again soon!
and so it's 1:14 AM in the morning and my back is killin' me. alright i shall turn in now. ciao readers! (if anyone actually read my nonsense)
pure madness.
at this point in time, my status is single.
baby's outta my life or so i think.
what went wrong?
i wonder.
we simply drifted and never got back.
i'm tired of trying for it feels like i'm the only one making an effort.
school's been a blast.
thankfully.
new friends and a an improved lifestyle.
hot chicks and hunks.
whackiness and dirty fun.
what more should I expect?
ernest did the sweetest thing for me since school started. To apologise for what he had done (details shall not be revealed)he requested for a song to be dedicated to me by a live band at fish and company (glass house). i would have jumped up and hugged him, by oh well, i beared in mind that i had classmates who would thought of that as "too open". bleah!
goodness, BJ's the lastest obession. haha. i mean, he's just this really bubbly and nonsense guy who speaks about anything under the sky. what more, he's in drama. huggies BJ!
talk about people seeing right through you. Ithought grayson was the only one who could do that to me. guess what. davio can too. shucks! haha. it's scary yet interestingly exciting for some reasons. i wanna work with grayson or davio again soon!
and so it's 1:14 AM in the morning and my back is killin' me. alright i shall turn in now. ciao readers! (if anyone actually read my nonsense)
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