we are family :))

sentosa's beach patrol lifeguards!
sun, sand and sea anytime.

it's your day.

happy birthday to you.
i wish for all the good things to happen to you.

the pain is back to haunt me.
stop leading me on when u want out.
it hurts and i wanna cry everytime.
my efforts gone down the drain.
my tears shed were wasted.
i guess i'll grit my teeth and wait.
i'll be ever so good to wait.
i'll be nice.
for all i want is you.
tell me you feel the same way too.
please?

groovin' to the beat.

i've realised how much i've missed you, KIM!
:))
gosh, yesterday was pure ladies night out.
lol.
sadly, mtv's fashionably loud was quite a disappointment.
bitch!!! x)
haha.


i'm off work today. phew!
i'm happy again i guess.
i feel lifted and light.
dancing on tiptoes again :)
over the holidays, many things has changed.
at the end of the day, i guess i'm grateful for all that's happened.
i've seen more of the real world.
i've learnt to take care and love myself more.
i've learnt to treasure my friends more.

crumbled and torn.

had a fight with my dad.
the hatred is still there.
it always will be.
no matter how much i try to earse it, it will be there, like an ugly scar.
you cheated, you pay the price.


this family has no more warmth.
this family is tearing apart.
i'm lost and hurt.


im at the lowest of my low.
for the first time in my life i cant even confine in my bestest friend.
where are you now i wonder and what have you found?
where was your heart when i wasnt around?
you have changed within a few days.
ive lost you and i now know the feeling of pain and rejection.
i thought that it would be a happy ending but now i prove myself so wrong.
night after night tears roll down my face.
did you ever know how i felt?
do you know how much you were missed and thought of?


i feel so lack of love.

under the sea.

all my bags are packed i'm ready to go.
i'm standing here outside your door.
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye.

but the dawn is breaking, it's early morning.
the taxi's waiting it's blowing it's horn.
i'm ready, i'm so lonesome i could die.

so kiss me and smile for me.
tell me that you'll wait for me.
hold me like you'll never let me go.

cos' i'm leaving on a jet plane.
don't know when i'll be back again.
oh babe, i hate to go.

there's so many times i let you down.
so many times i played around.
but to tell you now, they don't mean a thing.

every place i go i think of you.
every song i sing, i sing for you.
when i come back i'll wear your wedding ring.

now the time has come to leave you.
one more time oh let me kiss you.
close your eyes and i'll be on my way.

dream about the days to come, when i won't have to leave alone.
about the times i won't ahve to say...

oh kiss me and smile for me.
tell me that you'll wait for me.
hold me like you'll never let me go.

cos' i'm leaving on a jet plane.
don't know when i'll be back again.
oh babe, i hate to go.






i'm going scuba diving finally!
but i feel reluctant to leave.
sigh.
i'll be missing my baby.

voice within.

have you seen the tears that i've cried?
the sadness in my eyes and the distant look i give?

have you seen the child within?
the shouts and genuine laughter?

have u seen the emotions i show?
my body language and my voice?





do you know me?

i'm the one who wears masks.

i'm the one who may be the rose with torns.
the one which may wither and turn dry.

i'm the one who is a time bomb waiting to explode.

sugar we're going down.

life's a stage and we are all merely just players.

at this point in time. i feel like i'm so stuck in the game. i've been blessed, but maybe then again, not. i feel like i've turned numb. i just wanna let loose and get high for a night. maybe i'm drowning in my own misery unknowingly. maybe i'm lost or maybe i'm lack of real love.

as days pass, i'm praying and hoping and doing good deeds just so i get a damn phone call from temasek polytechic. i want the course so badly! like, i'm desperate!

anyway, i ain't working today. i'm tired out, but i'm digging the beach lifestyle.

i don't wanna hold back any longer. look me in the eye and i'll scream right back at you.