motherFUSKER!

visual basics had always been like BAD. but today, it was ACCEPTIONALLY TERRIBLE.
no one was in the FREAKING mood man! (well, at least paris, sam, rachelle and i)

we went down to the bookshop during breakout one and guess what? we went GAGA over GLITTER. we bought ONE miserable pink tube in the end because we wanted to decorate our lappies :)



*HADIF had volunteered to decorate SHEENA'S and my hand!*


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*and I DREW SAMANTHA a PRETTY HEART :)*



*and I had ATTEMPTED to STICKMAN and STICKWOMAN on my lappy, but it came out in the end*


we were so RESTLESS and since we decided that we would NEVER understand what was going on today, PARIS, SAM, RACH and I decided to CAM-WHORE. we ended up dancing and singing around like PARIS HILTON and NICOLE RICHIE in SIMPLE LIFE. totally hilarious.
we were just roaming around school and bitching about eberything and anything.

ohhh...and i made friends (i think) with this guy next door. we were going to the toilet when i saw him drawing on the window of his class. this was what i said:

"hi sexy, you look hot. mr cap guy, since you are like my neighbour and the semster is coming to an end, we should like get to know each other. so, what's your name?"

arrww well, at least i said something like that. HAHAHA!
his name is MALCOM. (and i do think he is cute :D)

i've been sneezing the whole day. think it's one of those stupid days where my SIGHNESS is kicking in. i've taken TWO COLD PANADOLS that i bought from the bookshop already. it ISN'T WORKING!!!

sam teo went home. BLEAH x(

trippin'

how did i get myself into this?
i keep thinking. i dont get it.


i think i really got you. i dont want you to feel so hurt mat.
i mean i dont remember saying anything nasty. i never said nothing would happen.
i am unsure, i am fearful.
that's all.
i dont know how long it would take to get over it sweets.
but what more can i do?
only time will tell?


sam, you've made me real mad and really happy.
goodnes gracious, it's funny la..i mean everything.
you know what sam?
you've learnt a very important lesson from me. treasure it.
CAM-WHORING :) like totally...geezz...


i said i would ignore you, ok, i mean like STAY AWAY.
but here you are again, popping into my life once more.
i wonder what you want.
i fear you D***O.
i dont want history to repeat.
you want us to try again.
i guess i dare not to.
im sorry although i said ok.
i will try but it's really gonna be hard.
(im hoping you'll read this and understand)


southpark is sick again.
blaahh!!!
why are you always down with the nasty flu.
haha.
poor thing.
anyway, i hope all your hardwork will pay off darl.


ive got a new job :))
im gonna be coaching kids in swimming.
YAYYY!!!
like MORE TIME to myself and not to mention KAA-CHIINGG! in a shorter time as compared to what i am doing now.
i'll still do lifeguarding though.


updates on the TOTAL SEXAY (according to me) pictures of the COOLEST w16j:

screwed up thoughts and aching mucles.

it's been a while and i still think of it.
my past haunts me still now and then and many a times, i wished i hadn't did certain things that i had done.
but what am i to do now but to move on?
i learn and i try hard never to repeat my mistakes again.
i want that one thing that i may never get again.
i sit in silence and stare into blank space.


it's funny how people can be so cunning. i never knew i would one day meet such a person whom i treated and trusted as a friend to turn around and stab me in the back. how could you say things that werent true? how could you go around spreading something so mean? one that had caused me to loose something so dear. what is your motive? i really dont know. i do know that you've won and i've lost though. i got ditched honey, he didnt want me no more. i hope you are happy now.


i wanna force all aching musles in me out.
i think i might just curl up and die.

music: n'sync: this i promise you/ i drive myself crazy

it's a mid-week, wednesday.
RP had a two day break because of OPEN HOUSE. (meaning, we had a long weekend)


yesterday, (TUESDAY, 16/01/2007) i was at CHANGI AIRPORT from 4AM all the way till 10AM.

j u s t i n . z flew off to WASHINGTON to study for SIX MONTHS.
DADDY flew off to VIETNAM to follow LKY to do a REPORT. he'll be back on SATURDAY.

i guess the whole thing about being BROTHERLESS for six months hasnt exactly kicked into me yet. SIGH! it was really weird and i guess to me, it had happened all too fast.

LICIA had stayed over. COLIN had came over to pick MY MOM, LISH, MY BROTHER and I up to the AIRPORT. my dad stayed home to sleep since he had a flight later on that same morning. we all had hot drinks since we were all freezing. after my brothe rhad checked in, a whole group of his guy friends turned up. like WOW. i mean really it's cool that ONLY ONE person is flying off and A WHOLE GROUP turns up. thinking back, i im proud of my brother. well, at least it goes to show that he's rather well-liked. anyway, the emotional part came when we swere all satdning outside the departure gates and THE GUYS all lined up for a handshake (totally hilarious for awhile). my brother leaning down to hug my mom and THEN ME :). obviously, he kept the last one for LISH. watching them hug made me tear a lil'. everyone could see that they were resisting leaving each other. i could see her teary eyes and she was trying to hide. so anyway, he bid his final goodbye and quickly went in. i guess my brother wanted to leave quickly too. knowing him, i guess he didnt want us to see him cry.

I MISS MY BROTHER already.
i just got an email from him though.


anyway, these were some of the photos i took while having a FAREWELL DINNER at STAITS KITCHEN at HYATT HOTEL on SUNDAY.

the night we stayed till 2 in the morn' just for small talks and coffee in town.

SAM AND I.



DEBBIE AND KEVIN :))

music: paris hilton: nothing in this world

im in school.
math module.
it's breakout two and timecheck, it's 12:39pm

i just went down to with rudolf, samantha, rachelle and sheena to grab some stuff.
i bought a bottle of mineral water, hair clips (cos' i was dumb enoughto leave my rubberband and hair clips in the school's shower on monday after training), peppermint green tea (my itchy mouth insisted that i needed something minty) and that that..what's it called?....plaster thingie for muscle aches and etc.

and so here i am now all plastered and feeling hella SHIOK. oh did i mention? mathew that silly brat said that HE HAD panadol and said that he would pass it to me at the AGORA. guess what? i ended up bumping into him on the way to the BOOKSHOP and he HAD ACTUALLY BOUGHT panadol for me. bleah. haa...good thing he was smart enough not to get the PINK MENSTRUAL PILLS. wahahaha.

sam's sleeping in class (what's new) and im feeling bored. aarrgghh!!! im looking around the classroom. everyone's doing their own thing. no one's actually doing WORK. muahahahaha!

im smsing kenny chong. i think the fella's gone kuku. haha. he's talking about him being dead and desending to hell still. bahh...that southpark.

hadif's back and he's peeking at me blogging :D

mathew's asking me to go for a walk. ERRR...i know the school's really green but erm...a walk?? hahahahaha. silly!!!!!!!!!!!

okie..im gonna make myself look like im doing work just to make myself sastified.

ciao people!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA HAVE A SMASHING 2007!

a new year = a refreshing start


NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1) do well in school (DUHH...)
2) reach my peak in lifesaving (COMMONWEALTH NEXT YEAR?)
3) do a major performace in drama
4) read more
5) manage my KA-CHING$$$
6) spend more time with my besties, silly boy and family (PLUS MERMAID)
7) work work work
8) handle alocoholic drinks (LOL)


i feel kinda like im getting old. SIGH!
another year means i get a year older.
arrww well...at least im turning 18 :)
no one's gonna nag at me and say i am an underage drinker.
im gonna start year two in RP soon and i can hardly wait.


dawn says that 2006 had been a bad year for us. love mess and all.
she tells me that this year would be better. she promises me.
i hope so my babe.

I LOVE YOU ALL WHO MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE.

stingray's BBQ team photos.

new faces and as well as old and familiar ones.
great time we had catching up.
i stayed over and we were all squeezing for the bed.
i've missed you guys.

that FINE FINE day.

i met DAWN KHOO only ONCE this hols. WTH.
and we went to VIVO CITY.
and we SHOPPED and I BOUGHT MANY MANY things while that stupid girl insist that she couldnt find anything.
i think ive got a new fetish for ZARA & TOPSHOP :)
I MISS DAWN KHOO!