happy CHEENA new year!

i fuggling love chinese new year.
here's why,

-all the $KA-CHING$.
it's so like so freaking easy to earn money by just merely sitting down, smiling and just plain being all sugary sweet and poilte. (no offense, oppsy!)

-i get to meet like all my relatives.
well, im sure there's more to them, but yea...i guess these are the regulars that you would see every year for like only...erm...once? not to mention, i hardly every breathe a word to them! except to the elder ones, who seem to always make more sense when speaking.

-great food and drinks!
duuhhh....

-i get to dress up pretty and no one would say im ugly.
cos' it's the new year and no one really bothers i guess. prolly, there are too engross in the festive mood that every damn thing looks great to them.

lucky for me, i only have to go visting for just one day.
i feel sad that im getting older every year. dammit, that would mean that my years of getting angpaos are getting lesser!
arr well...the money i get in total every year is still more or less the same. a lil' higher or lower. nothing new, nothing wow.

anyway, i had ask my dad to bring mermaid over to my grandma's place today beause apparently, my cousin had brought her two dogs over too.
it was chaos! her dogs were small and white and not to mention, they were both males while mermaid was black, big and female!
mermaid was rather well behaved and she was even a lil' afraid at first.
my cousin's two bloodly dogs were stupidly barking their arses off for no freaking apparent reason and man were they horny bastards. they wanted to 'hump' mermaid! sick shit. haha!

be my valentine.

i guess wrong, like i usually do nowadays.
i thought you would make me so happy, but you let your old habits kick in.
you never change,and i really dont think that i expect anything anymore.
just yesterday, we taked about kenny.
just awhile ago, you made everything that you said last night seemed like it was cming through.

to break up and wake up.

here i am in the mid-afternoon, blogging and blasting fort minor's where'd you go.
im thinking of everything that had happened before. im thinking of giving up.

the feeling of emptiness is kicking in and i'm just sitting here, waiting for something to happen.

did you know? i spent a whole morning working on the surprise despite the fact that u was unwell? no you dont.
everything i do, was for the benefit for us, both.
i guess you never saw it.
everything i did was probably childish and lame.

sometimes...just one in awhile, i still wish you were here, southpark.