i guess wrong, like i usually do nowadays.
i thought you would make me so happy, but you let your old habits kick in.
you never change,and i really dont think that i expect anything anymore.
just yesterday, we taked about kenny.
just awhile ago, you made everything that you said last night seemed like it was cming through.
to break up and wake up.
here i am in the mid-afternoon, blogging and blasting fort minor's where'd you go.
im thinking of everything that had happened before. im thinking of giving up.
the feeling of emptiness is kicking in and i'm just sitting here, waiting for something to happen.
did you know? i spent a whole morning working on the surprise despite the fact that u was unwell? no you dont.
everything i do, was for the benefit for us, both.
i guess you never saw it.
everything i did was probably childish and lame.
sometimes...just one in awhile, i still wish you were here, southpark.
4 comments:
C'mon Baby i know everything you did for me and i really aprreciate it alot. I was really touched when i reaceived the valentine's day gift you made for me...
i think it is absolutely selfish and immature of you to be wishing for someone you've made a decision to let go to now be here when you've already gotten yourself caught up in another relationship. how would the partner in your current relationship feel? never thought of that? well let's see if you've thought of this - maybe the reason to why your past relationships involved people you consider "fucked up" is because that same adjective lies in you? i hope you get what i mean.
You have not gotten over your ex(Southpark), and you expect alot more from your current. I guess this is where you are right now; your love for your current is unmeasurable but you either could not or would not forgo your past.
You should only step into a next relationship if you are ready, and what i meant by that is that you have totally gotten over what had happened and you can love the person whole heartedly.
hello there anonymous, how then would you know that i am attached. but nevertheless, i do understand what you mean and i do now it is selfish indeed. i am perfectly clear of what i am doing. no worries. thank you so much for the advice anyway. would you please leave a name?
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