the hols are coming to an end. yes yes..a pity it is but then i actually can't wait to graduate. the thought of donning the pretty graduation gown seems so exciting. kinda like so near but yet so far. well, that's my only inspiration to graduate for now. haha. if not for that, i wouldn't wanna leave poly life. sounds scary..really. i mean where am i to go after this academic year? i don't even know if i'll make it to the uni. one thing's for sure though, i do not wanna start working, like full time. arrgghh!


so the only exciting part of my hols would in my opinion be my trip to malaysia, puala aur for silver cross. i swear i signed up for just the course and not because i was desperate to meet new friends or whatsoever. so there i was for three days and three nights, with my ex coach, many tp people, many kids from my coach's current lifesaving class and not forgetting family members. yes, i was nervous. no matter how god damn loud i can be, i can be freaking shy as well. anyways, i fitted in nicely i think. i mean i wasn't a loner at all. the good news would be i passed the test and i enjoyed very much the scorching sun, the soft sand and the beautifully clear waters :) and the bad news would be..well...there really wasn't any bad things to remember just that the journey was long and we were away from modernisation for a few days. it was cool..yea..been there once and twice and i'll go back for more! the pictures will come asap when i get hold of them!


do people yell at each other all the time and say the most hurtful things to one another but at the end of the day simply say sorry cos they think they are really sorry and just kiss and make up? i mean yea sure, i do that but thinking back now, why do people even yell in teh first place? because it was an instant reaction, because they couldn't control their feelings and what not.


i'll leave ya'll with a question: what sound do aligators make?


see ya'll later, aligators!

ellen degeneres

ellen degeneres is seriously one funny hot lesbian. watch it and be filled with balloons of laughter. i have never failed to not be glued to the television when i watch her shows. somehow, it really is amazingly funny. check out: if these walls could talk 2 starring ellen degeneres and sharon stone.

she inspired me and made me miss my baby girl so much more.