aint i sweet.

christmas.

make merry and be jolly. have yourself a merry little christmas.

two days before christmas i decided it was time for a new colour change for my nails.
i figured since it was suppose to be a joyous occasion, why not paint it bright pink.
and so i did.
on christmas eve i decided my nails were too plain.
i thought christmas was special, why not put nail art on my nails.
and so i pasted colourful flowers on my nails.
and now i think it's pretty enough :))

christmas day, finally.
i met my honey at noon and we spent a couple of hours together at junction eight just like we did last year on christmas eve.
we have been rather broke lately, so i figured we wouldnt be exchanging any presents this christmas.
but anyways, i did give him a little gift.
i made a handphone keychain for each of us. it spelt our names and mine was red and his was blue with a little bell car at the bottom. i made a powerpoint slide for him too, which was burnt onto an angel cd.


and at night, i watched princess diary on television while having a western home cooked meal by my dad with my family.
i drank a little sakae and topped the sumptous dinner off with a tiny japanese dessert and a thin slice of ice cream log cake.
perfect ending.


so what exactly does christmas means?
i think it is the season to give and share graciously.


i simply love christmas.
it really would be wonerful if it snowed and we could all build snowmans and make angels in the snow.
it would be romantic to cuddle up in front of the fire place with my darling and sip hot chocolate.
i would want to have a gorgeous tree with the brightest star at the top and lovely presents at the bottom.
it would be a dream come true.

merry christmas.

here's to world peace.

especially dedicated to KIMBERLY =D

sun.sea.sand.

OUTING WITH APANDA WAS SIMPLY INSANE.
AND KIM, I TRIED THE "MUA JI" THING ON HER!
WAHAHAHA!

creating my new self.

so i ditched my job at wild wild wet. i was so close to getting it, but i thought fun was much better. you see it was suppose to be a three day course. i went for the course on the first day ( tuesday, 6/12/2005 ) and decided that the training was so slack. if something were to happen ( touch wood ), i did think the victim would die. haa! the lifeguards there seem to be just for show. oh well, anyway, i still need a job. i am DESPERATE.

chalet was super fun. thank god i ditched the course and went for chalet instead. pity it was just a one night stay. sigh! no matter, i learnt a lot about my team mates. the bond we have has definetly strengthen. so i also realize that the sauces i have at home are all very western. haha. hmm. we prepared the food at my house. created a big mess and killed cockroaches. heh. yea. we cycled hard and played uno attack real hard. lol. we are really a bunch of big kids. grins. i think my coaches like the arena shirts we gave them. we played with the kids, mingled with the adults. it was a team gathering. PURE FUN =))

here's the good thing, i have grown a little darker! haha! oh and i went to walk baby's doggie today. he's a cutie. omg, you know what really freaked me out? ronnie, baby's doggie, went bersak and kept clinging onto my leg. i think it was horny? wahahahhahaha! i later went to his house and kinda got hook on playing his game. hid mom gave my home made kaya and i think i;m addicted to it. oh no. i'm suppose to be getting that athlete body! HEE =P

things i'll never say.

i'm tugging at my hair
i'm pulling at my clothes
i'm tryin' to keep my cool
i know it shows
i'm staring at my feet
my cheeks are turing red
i'm searching for the words inside my head
i'm feeling nervous
tryin' to be so perfect
cos' i know you're worth it

walking on tiptoes.

im feeling happy.
im grinning from ear to ear.
i finally met his parents.
they were nice.
we had home cooked western meal by his mom.
it was fabulous.
i love dessert best of all.
yummy =)).
i can see myself living with his mom and dad.
haha.
for once i wanna be in his kitchen and learning to bake from his mom.
i love them.
but i think i was too shy though.
yea, so unlike me.
i wanna marry you baby.
i wanna be part of your family.




WITH YOU I CAN LET MY HAIR DOWN.
I CAN DO ANYTHING, CRAZY.
I KNOW YOU'LL CATCH ME RIGHT BEFORE I HIT THE GROUND.
WITH NOTHING BUT A TSHIRT ON.
I NEVER FELT SO BEAUTIFUL.
BABY AS I DO NOW.
NOW THAT IM WITH YOU.