music: pussycat dolls: watcha think about that

so i guess i've got my life back in an organizer book once again.

it's takes a little discipline, effort and concern really. for awhile, i was a bum, bummering around and naturally i got tired of the way things were. i got up and out and decided that i've got to straightened up.

i've finally did my homework and decided that i shall be enrolling in PSB academy to get a bachelor degree in sports science. now because it's a part time degree, the next time for me would be to find a job that would slot right in and give me some cash to support myself and cut a big burden off my parents pockets.

having had 3 lifesaving assignments on my hands for awhile now, i've evaluated and decided that my students are ready to be examined. it's a good thing :)

trainings havent been as intensive as before, what with all that swine flu closure and all but nevertheless we have been trying and i'm excited for the competitions and yes yes! the upcoming osim triathlon as well.

i'm moving on with each step and i like the idea of it.

now now, on another note, events that have happened to my friends and myself got me thinking and i realised how flawed people can get but i guess the most important thing would be the lesson learnt from it and not allowing it to happen again. one really shouldnt be so hard on him or herself because no one is perfect at all.

xoxo

thoughts before heading to blopping land.

if i never find the one to love me right, i wish i would be strong enough to create that much love to share with everyone else.

if i never find the right person to believe in me and respect me, i wish i would become like MJ and create great change and influences in the world.

if i were to ever get lost, i wish i would keep the faith and trust in myself to go on.





dear b, i hope you will grow to love me because it feels so empty. what happened now. will the happier times where you made me feel wanted come back? will you still care about my most private thoughts in this blog?

music: will.i.am: heartbreaker

m, i wish we'd cross paths one day so i can tell you how sorry i am. and maybe that would be the most magical thing that i can do for you.

-me

"don't ever call yourself a sports person cos' you'll disgrace that"

now this is what you really think about me. you don't need me. why do you put me through this hurt.

i cried till my eyes were swollen and my nose was blocked while watching your memorial on tv MJ.

seriously i cant explain the tears for you, MJ.

man in the mirror

'i'm starting with the man in the mirror

i'm asking him to change his ways

no message could be any clearer

if you wanna make the world a better place

take a look at yourself and then make a change'

heal the world

'heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me'

you're not alone

'you are not alone

for i am here with you

though you're far away

i am here to stay

but you are not alone

for i am here with you

though we're far apart

you're always in my heart

but you are not alone'

black or white

'but, if
you're thinkin
about my baby
it dont matter if you're
black or white'

billie jean

'billie jean is not my lover

she's just a girl that claim that i am the one

but the kid is not my son'

now you tell me who else is gonna produce such music and lyrics which created such an impact to the world.

no other will replace you, MJ.

you are what i listen to for strength. you inspire me.