come home baby.

dad lost mermaid last night.
omg.
i was freaking shock
he said she ran out of the lift suddenly when the doors were closing.

i've been wondering why did she run away?
i mean ive let her off the lesh before.
ive also gotten so pissed with her that i left her downstairs and went back upstairs.
she never ran away...until now.
sigh.
ive been searching for my baby.

mermaid means the world to me.
maybe i love her more than my family.
sig.
i dont know
she's still a puppy and it was raining last night.
gosh!
come home sweetie.
mommy's getting really worried.
i need to hug and kiss you.

curling up to die.

singlehood gives you freedom of all sorts.
but when you want a steady someone to hold you and be there just for you to wipe your tears away and to kiss you and shower you with love, you just lack it.
i wish that someone will walk by again.
as much as i want to remain single at the moment, i still wish that i have someone by me to tell me he loves me.
im screwed and i know it.
my thoughts are a mess.
come my way, i can wait.

ive flooded mysel with all sorts of activities. im pack everyday. ive tire myself to the extend that the flu bug has gotten me.

heaven knows what will come next.

here i am in class on a tuesday morning at 1039am and my enterprise teacher is talking about the world cup.
haha.
that's like the "in" thing now yea? x)
i had liked mr prem, and now i think im lovin' him.
haha.
as in his classes are fun and lively.
*grins.
update later.
class started.

yours truly,

maybe people only see one side of me.
maybe people wouldnt wanna see the other side of me.
i write blog entries, but do people really read and understand them?
i doubt so.
so why do i bother?
i wonder......

so you had a bad day...

school's starting once again tomorrow.
what could be worst, i wonder...


"i promise you, from the bottom of my heart, i will love you till death do us part.
i promise you, as a lover and a friend, i will love you like i never love again with everything i am."


please come my way soon, my mind's a mess and my gazes are all wrong.


i fought with my family again. im beginning to wonder where was the love and warmth i once felt gone to in this family. my bother hates me as much as i hate him now. i cant believe he can threaten to tell everyone what he knows about me. what's wrong with him. think about it when one is mad, one shouts and can get violent. it's normal right? it isnt like he is oh so perfect too. he goes weird and insane when he's made. like he's some perfectionist. i cant believe how much a person can change when they are mad. there he goes bitching about me again...i hate this family...or so i think...


ive discovered the more emotional side of me today. i need someone to be there for me again. i dont wanna cry through this alone no more. sigh.