life seems pretty much like a routine now. no specific goal and not much of an excitement seems to be going on in my life. its about work, it's about training and it's about coaching nowadays. well, occasionally, there are the perks of having kayaking courses, diving trips and etc., but nevertheless, the life i have now, is so....safe. now that can be good but so boring and dry at the same time. i can slack and have the time of my life now but i guess i really miss school and all that crap fun we all used to have.
lately, i've been feel lousy in a way. worried about uni applications, worried about my LS class, worried about letting myself and you down...the list goes on really. sigh! i seem to be falling into that pit hole again.
the mini get away over the weekend did me a little good or not. i had sufficient rest and when next week comes i kinda hope that things would magicaly be perfect and great again.
