yea, maybe they were right all along, i'm not over you, i haven't been moving on. i feel the tears welling up and the bitterness of it all. i feel more alone then ever. home with nothing to look forward to on christmas. so where's the happily ever after i was seeking for like in fairytale? truth is, it'll never exist.

you've hit ever god damn point. you are damn right. why am i still close, why do i still bother. you know, the fucked up thing is that it'll never be your fault and you'll never feel the pain because you are free while im stuck in this black hole.