music: secondhand serenade: why

midweek, wednesday one again. the difference is that school's out and we all have a week's break. i have no idea if i should be relief or not. fyp report, interview coding/decoding, work, coaching and what not..bummer? haha. was supposing to meet rachelle and sam to club tonight but the idea has been ditched because poor sam has worked herself sick. (get well sammie!) anyways, i've been under the weather a lil' too. this stupid dry cough of mine is itching the hell outta my throat.

to date, i swear i feel so fuggly :( i'm officially fat and unfit. i wanna, wanna so bad get up and burn it all off but something in me is pulling me down. arrgghh!! i so don't wanna grow fat and ugly and not be able to swim no more. i really really ought to do something...like NOW!

this morning when i was on tower, there was this 3 hot french women (least i think they were fench) who had uber hot bods and awesome assets and tann. the point is, 2 of them were wearing bikini thongs and sunbathing topless. for a moment, i just looked on and just sat there being so envious of them. (i know that's like really pathetic) and before i went over to advuse them to cover up, i decided to do a little 'test'. i wanted to see how horny and perverted men were. and my 'experiment' proved me to be right! all the men that were walking by all stared at the ladies. like really stare can! there was this super disgusting guy whom i swear was about to drool, who actually kept walking around them in circles just to check out their boobies. sick right? sigh! men. not shy at all..openly stare..what more i was on tower looking at them! so i guess there should have been pretty much aware that i could see what they were doing. MEN. sigh.

lately, we've been having stupid squabbles and i don't like them as much as you hate them too. i wish you wouldn't have reacted the way you did on the phone just now. :(