happenings during the hols.

3 fast weeks have gone by in a flash and so much has happened. i've enjoyed each and every moment and i thank all that have been part of it all :)

mind cafe! (tas, junlong and yvonne)this is yvonne. i know it's a damn retarded picture of her fulfilling her forfeit but yea, i had to put it up for the world to see. haha!ok, here's a more decent picture of her with me. this is junlong. this has got to be the most priceless picture of him and i so got it on camera! now here's yvonne disturbing junlong. what's new huhh.... this is tas the pervert angmoh. yvonne thinks that he dresses like a typical uncle. and yes, as much as he like sto disturb me, i get back at him pretty well too. we spent the day playing board games at mind cafe and then heading to bugis for dinner and neoprints! apparently tas says he likes taking neoprints. anyways, i can't wait for diving with ya'll :)

zoo! (rachel, chirstina and johann) my camera comes in real handy with the self timer mode.
thank you mr ice-cream man!
we had many failed attempts to take this shot. HAA!
this makes me wanna be in africa where i can sit a real jeep and be in the wild with the lions and elephants :D chris and ah ming were great pals.
rachel had to stand on the bench in order for this shot to be taken.
we were meant to be kids.and then rachel got her upper ear pierced while i had my nose pierced. i swear i was so scared that i was holding her hand so tightly it nearly turned purple.

japanese buffet! (rachel, marvin, yikai and andy) we ate like pigs. the guys were so useless cos' they kept putting up white flags and refused to eat rachel's and my remainder sushi.
rachel is so cunning. pretending to drop your sushi on the table isn't an excuse for not finishing up your food ok!
with andy around, you can expect things to be kinky.
ohh..we all loves peas...
couple wear; unplanned. see marvin's big fat smile. now we know what gets him really happy. ice-cream!
we is the ah lian gang~
fight fight fight!
with rachel around, i could laugh till my abs appear.
you see what i mean? with rachel around, there is never a quiet moment. andy likes to show off how much of a cleavage he actually has.
the auntie waitress so nice, took picture for us all. haha!

trainings! (open and still water) jonathan is sucha bitch to ruin our shot.
'the more we get together, together, together. the more we get together, the merrier we'll be.' nus and sentosa men showing some real muscles pulling up the boat.



now we know who don't eat their veggies...gary su!

hang outs with bestie! my favourite coffee outlet for the moment.

the holidays have been short but fruitful i must say. alot of catching up with friends and many trainings and attachments/coachings. not to mention the occasional working at the beach. so much has been done but there are way too many pictures to put up here so make do with whatever there is here :)

xoxo

i'm a happy girl because the holidays have been awesome-o and i loved every bit of it all!

still water championships 2008.

sunday 31 august 2008.

music of the day was by atomic kitten on my ipod; especially the single 'it's ok'.
'i remember how you used to say, have no fear, be ok
when you told me anything you want is possible, we could have it all

i believed in you
i must have been a fool
all my dreams were with you

i say it's ok
i can promise you it's alright
you ain't keeping me up all night no more
you're not here but it's ok
i assure you babe it's alright
you ain't keeping me up all night no more
you're not here but it's ok'

i admit, i should have properly warmed up before my event (100m manikin carry with fins) but i failed to. the 50m swim with fins was good but the 50m finnng back was horrible and it caused me a lot. what was utterly disapointing yesterday was my line throw event. first heat and first to throw but shit happens at the best moments like peilee said and indeed shit did happened and there went our medal, flying to the hands of another with a timing slower than ours. oh well! i can't put it down in words how horrible chris and i felt but i guess you go figure. what's really killing me is that the vivid image lingers in my mind still. it doesn't seem to want to go away. sigh!

anyways, on the whole, i guess it was a fair job by the team. i won't judge on each and everyone's performance for they should know better if they gave their all or not. as for me, i know i tried my best and have been brought down by mistakes that shall not be repeated for i crave a medal so badly.

open water championships, bring it on.

hello wallies!

beach training! i loveeee :)

music: shayne ward: breathless

'you leave me breathless, you're everything in my life.
you leave me breathless, i still can't believe that you're mine.
you just walked out of one of my dreams.
so beautiful you're leaving me breathless.'

i'm starting to see my life getting back on track, with me smiling at whatever that's happening now.
i see more meaning to it all, with friends around.
i can't wait to go diving and i can't wait to me amazed by the little wonders that life can give.

xoxo

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY JOHANN!

dear johann, though i've known you for less than ayear, you've become an important person in my great friends list. you've always been there when i was down and needed someone. for everything, i thank you :) even so, i can't help but post up all these unglam photos of us. haha!
you always entertained my many retarded ways of posing for the camera. you always played along with me, no matter how stupid it was.
you see, even when i was grumpy, you'd take that daring chance to pose for a picture with me.
and for all that, i always let you cam-whored on your own with my camera!

you see how you always like to act 'ah beng'.
and you like to act nerdy also.
even after using the toilet you requested for a photo to be taken!
you and me after being sunkissed all day long when diving at tioman.and as much as you entertained my crap, i entertain yours too okay! this is one of our most decent shots.
you look like a typical malaysian 'ah pek'.
for all that you've done, (that includes choking me with swimming pool water during training) i forgive and i thank you. (haha!) you'll remain in my special list long time. here's to an everlasting friendship!

xoxo

8 august 2008.

another meet up for dinner with the work mates, this time around, to celebrate the august babies, jesse, sebastian and augustine. it was at clarke quay, brewerkz. where we made merry with food and beer. happy birthday jesse, sebby and august!

this is my favourite work mate gabriel: gabby!

six months i waited for you to be home from cheena country!so when are you coming back to work to drink green tea and eat pocky with me on tower huh??here we have gabby, dexter, curtis and sebby.the august babies! sebby, jesse and auggy.jesse and i.with you guysm i always feel young! (HAHA.) junlong and yeowei.and that's meimei, our aspiring doctor!curt you suck because you refuse to admit how much you've missed me.dex, curt and seb.stuffed with food and beer and they can still pose for me.hello champion surfer :)see the uncles! HEE!auggy likes to act cute just because he looks like barney.curt has a thing for gabby i swear.gab and mei.this is thomas, who left early because he had to erm...meet someone!sebastain ahs many nice names, for example, sebby crab.gab and dex.wah! not camera shy huhh!!jesse here, is a nurse in training.auggy, auggy, i have no clue as to what to call him, except purple dino who loves kids.thomas's food was horrible! the seafood was horrible, not fresh!after dinner, we all couldn't decide on where to go. anyhow, we ended up at some pub. see ya'll soon wallies :)

i wish my hair would faster grow.

happy holi-holidays!

it's early in the morning and i'm awake. happy holidays peeps, it's the beginning of a three weeks break.

plans for the day:
-meet chris for spine doctor's appointment at parkway
-ikea with longfei and chris (tampanies outlet)
-ride my bike back from chris's place

i feel lonely and i don't know why. last night i took mermaid on a long walk and it felt like an escape to me. away from troubles and deep thoughts. i wish you would all go away. i wish all of you never came in just to haunt me at the end of the way. my paper heart's bleeding. i don 't know how long; how much longer i have to wait for it to heal.

'it's not fair, how you are, i can't be complete. can you give me more? and all i know is, you got to give me everything. nothing last, you know i'll give you all of me. i'll give you everything that i am, one minute of everything that i've got. cos' i want to have a really true love, don't wanna have to give you up. stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pouring and i wanna make it worth the fight. what have we been doing for all this time? baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.'

xoxo

Dear Japo Boyfriend,

Happy 20th Birthday!
Please be less horny and add a little more brains into that empty shell of yours.
Also, stop lying to yourself that you would wake up and start jogging to keep fit.
Nevertheless, i love you long time :)

xoxoJIN

perhaps love isn't in my dictionary.

for you, i know i gave my all and i never screwed anything up.
for you, i told myself that no matter how miserable i was, i would never let you down.
for you, i was trying to be perfect, i did everything right.


but you took it all away.
i just want you to know you were the one i tried so hard to keep and pleased cos' i trusted.

music: aaron carter: i'm all about you

i wish you'd sing the song to me.

music: the postal service: sleeping in

a good book by me.

tea by me.

good music with me.

seems like a day in my life that i've missed. what completes it all is a text message from you that makes me smile. i'm a happy child now :)

i feel so free, no rushing, non at all. 

hardwork has been over and done with and i feel the need for a break.

said no to work today and suddenly i feel like i should have just went to work.

waited a whole day at home and i wonder if it even matters to you.

bum around in the end, watching videos and reading quite abit. napped in the noon too.

this is a lifestyle i never dreamt of. i don't think i wanna get use to it either.

i'd be glad to go back to my busy way of life, but would it matter to you?

i have thoughts that maybe god is doing all this on purpose to me, for taking too many things for granted. he wants me to learn, i get it alright.

i feel alone, and i don't like it at all.

but your simple textes makes my day and make me have faith :)

keep coming back home ok?