my very first exam paper as a uni student is in a few hours time and really, im so numb to being nervous. i wanna breakdown, i wanna cry and whine and give up, but i know i cant. it would be ridiculous, it woulbe definitely be uncalled for. im suppose to be a big girl now, im suppose to be able to understand, manage and get through with everything. and so, as much as i can say that ive studied and prepared for the human biology paper later, i am so not prepared. i cant seem to remember much at all, the terms are too much, the details are never ending. ive had about two months for just this single module, it seems like alot of time but really, i beg to differ. overloaded.