i wish i can tell you i am a godsent angel, i am so perfect that ive never made a mistake ever. but no, i am a mess, a ordinary human being who sometimes let the world gets to her head and make stupid mistakes that in turn she regrets. but time cannot go back and mistakes cannot be undone. we can only learn and move on, forgive and forget. but its only human to try but we cannot perhaps change forever. we can change for the better but we remember and the only way to heal is to move forward. how? its difficult. i try to please everyone, i know whats important should just be the ones around me but i let it get to my silly head all the time that i need to be liked. when will i wake up really? when can i see and appreciate whats around and be contented?