school vs holidays.

now that school is out and it is offically know as 'THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE' already, i don't know if i'm less stress and having more fun.

FYP, work, trainings and simply just going out with friends are things that fill my holidays. when there was school, i whine like a pathetic lil' child. then again, everyone does. when school's out i whine too, i realise. the need to spend money seems more crucial. all the going out seem to not been helping tp release much stress and welcome more fun.

you see, when i go out it means the many temptations to spend on many things from food, to clothes, to books and magazines an to god knows what. hence, the need to work comes into place. i guess it's like a routine. i work, i spend and i work again. it's liek to replenish what i have lost. haa...but now that i'm eighteen, i try to save. the idea of being loading all in a stupid card sounds really good ya know.

and then there are the trainings and project meetings. when there was school, people seem to expect less cos the thought of school seem to make us look more pathetic and thus, people feel more for us and take pity on us. but now that school is so over, the demanding side of people comes out and everything seems more harsh. from the crazy timings to meet to the amount of research that has to be done. sigh!

so school days or the holidays? you decide.