clueless and torn.
i'm beginning to realize that maybe i dont know myself well.
what do i really want out of me?
puzzling thoughts.
night after night i think of my past and the present.
who am i?
it seems many people i meet have only seen one side of me.
many a times i wish i could just yell out to the world that i exist and simply let loose.
but then it would hit me that this is reality.
i cant continue to live in my fairytale.
i have to get back down and realize that maybe somethings just cant go my way.
as much as i wish and hope that i can let some people understand how i feel and want, i know it may just not be possible.
but then again, if i do not try, they will never know.
anyways, i'm getting use to life without going to school for the time being.
oh well, ive heard ms nora has left school. gosh i'll be missing her.
ive started working as a lifeguard at sentosa.
really fun.
i'm learning and communicating.
im begining to go out of that protected zone ive lived in for the past sixteen years of my life.
new things come into sight and new thoughts and changes occur.
i hope i'll still stay true to myself.
i am thankful though that i have friends to remind me of where i stand.
friends that give me constant reminder to stay focus and reject unwanted bad influences.
ive learnt to accept and love people the way they are.
everyone has a dirty little secret in them.
i can take that. haha.
i love my life and im determined to find out why jiawei is tired of living. heh.
ALL THE WORLD'S A STAGE AND ALL MEN AND WOMEN MERELY PLAYERS.
1 comment:
great pictures, and a nice post on reflection.
anyhows, take good care and stay bubbly.
(:
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