standstill.

I feel like my life is at a standstill right now. Since I've been back, I can't seem to move on with life like I should. All because I haven't gotten that damn result and I don't know for sure if I am graduating this September or next year. 

Sigh, I really feel so stagnant. I wanna be done, I wanna feel refreshed and feel super excited and ambitious about the next chapter of my life. I feel that this whole graduation thing is holding me back and I just feel so…..dead. 

I miss Perth, I miss the life I had there. I was excited to be home and see everyone and the kids and move on with life here but it's just not working out now and i'm really feeling pretty bummed out and frustrated.