Tuesday, May 26, 2009

take one last look and then say goodbye...forever.

i wanna put a closure to it all. i dont wanna ever be associated closely to anyone of you exes anymore. hi and bye friends will do but nothing more than a simple chat. i realise how much some can actually be so annoyingly selfish, caring only for themselves and their own happiness. when alone, you seek comfort in me and when you found new interest/s you flutter your wings instantly and almost silently; too quick for me to notice. im sick of this rubbish. its a pattern and youll prolly never change. but then again, maybe im too sensitive and think way too much. but how can it be when after so long one can still sound so cold. maybe you really do have a stone cold heart and it really refuses to allow you to let go. i pity you, because you gave yourself a reason to shut me out. you loose out i would say but perhaps you would beg to differ. nevertheless, the day you told me that i wasted your time, was the day i knew how much i have seen the true side of you. now, dont think that i hate yall because i dont at all. we had happy memories and our lil moments but its really now just a matter of saying so long and farewell, till we meet again. and when that happens, well see how it all turns out. ciao!


xoxo