hangin' on to all that i have to offer.

july 15

*republic polytechnic's over the wall production at the esplanade
*nus invitation at (erm...duhh) nus

august 6

*national lifesaving open waters championships at sentosa

august 27

*national lifesaving still waters competition




i've been busy. really busy. it's worst than being a dumb bee. my daily routine is waking up at 6am everyday from mondays to fridays and ending school at 4pm. oh no, my day doesn't end there. IGs are what takes up the rest of my time everyday after school. sigh! no social life, no personal space, no time for my mermaid and no time to cry over love. haha. yea ok, maybe i'm loving this busy lifestyle now, but then again, maybe i ain't lovin' it. if i ain't at lifesaving trainings, then you would find me at drama rehearsals.

i'm tired but still very determined. I want to achieve something. I want to be sastified with myself. I want each stroke and each pull to be perfect, I want each move and pitch in my voice to be flawless. So here I am, probably tiring myself out more than i think i would be able to take it.

maybe something's bugging me real bad. maybe i don't know what, therefore, i'm making myself so busy to avoid it.

how far am i to loving you, sweet?
or rather how far are you to loving me?