music: britney spears: womanizer

the weekend has been pleasant. i skipped school on friday cos's of the lazy bug illness. seriously, i got up and just couldn't get myself outta bed cos my eyelids refused to open and my body just wasn't functioning enough to move at all. so there, i spent the whole day snoozing in and out of sleep, occasionally getting up and chatting for abit on msn and reading emails and playing 'word challenge' on facebook. it was damn right, one of those loser slacker days. sinful as it is, i promise to elimate such of these days as much as possible in future.


friday night, i met gabriel, kim and daniel with his gaming buddies at some thai pub. according to dan, it was cool, so kim, gab and i decided to believe him and went along with his idea. haha. i can't exactly say that it was boring and pathetic but yea, it was amusing i'd say. it looked pretty much like one of those pubs at orchard towers in which i had helped 'psychotheraphy' to perform last halloween, except that it wasn't so big and high class looking. 'club sabai sabai' (jokes!) was very uncle like with a mixture of music that was provided by a live band (here meaning normal singers = not professionals) with thai singers and musicians singing canto, chinese, thai and english songs. i can't evaluate how great the singers were cos' half the time, the music was blasting and too loud that it covered the singers voices. anyways, i think we spent more time having supper twice rather than in the pub itself.

i've always had a thing for daniel's paul frank. kimberly, daniel and gabriel. eww..your tongue so long.eerrr...this is us, all excited and waiting to see the pub.
this is us, in the pub already and getting all bored with nothing to do except to laugh at whatever that's going, take pictures and drink martell.
now, introducing the stars of club sabai sabai:now you know why i say very uncle?gabriel got excited.there after, kim and i got really bored and decided to go for a stroll outside the pub.
guess who joined us shortly... guess who got high...and the couple who likes to make out in front of me. yes, this is the couple. kim got really sleepy... even her prince had a hard time waking her.and after supper at lavender for some pig organ soup, she's awake alright...


saturday night, was rachel's 21st birthday party. man, i never expected so many people to be there. this girl sure has many groups of friends.birthday girl!because rachel decided that it would be cool to have a theme, she choosed 'flower' and she really did received a whole lot of flowers! me and yvonne. andy! chris!jenny and her radars!james; coral reef, jenny and elena!they say, food makes the world goes round. it sure does, judging from these photos.the chalet responsible for her par-tay! omg! alex from xxx years ago. haha! it sure is a small world huh! even rachel knows you!aiyo! so cute. matching balloons. (i made them do that, ain't it obvious.)
this was one i was telling andy 'this is how you can make a party look extra happening and show that you are having alot of fun.' so does it look like what it's suppose to be? and then we were at the playground. no, he wasn't smoking.the kids so cute lorr... this is what happens when you don't wanna take pictures with us.jin says 'chris! take photo leh...'

chris says 'don't want, i don't wanna take with you.'jin says 'eh don't like that laa...'

chris says ' don't want leh..hurr...' chris says 'ok la ok la...i take with you.'

jin thinks 'walao...now i don't wanna take with you already lor.'
HAHAHAHAHAAAA!

zhiwang. so act cute...forever!'if you see the police, warn a brother.' that's what her shirt says and i bursted out laughing non-stop.that ladybird cake sure is huge!marvin! you can't hide from me!saket, my north indian friend.this is evidence that there were too many people at rachel's party. the guests had not enough seats that they had to resort to squatting unglamly.notice my left calve. some bloody insect bite me and it swelled like mad. i look like i have pig trotters for legs now. team rp lifesaving wishes rachel a happy 21st birthday!


it's been a very occupied weekend for me. i woke up at 1pm on sunday and b and i had lunch at 330pm at terminal 3's popeyes. after which, we concluded that there really wasn't anything much to do or see there and headed back home. oh! i finally watched '10 promises to my dog'. gawddd..it was so sad. i cried so much that now my eyes hurt. nevertheless, it was awesome...cos' i came home and went straight to mermaid and hugged her. sigh! shows like that really get to me.

for now, i shall head to the sacks. ciao!

xoxo

halloween 2008!

pretty last minute decision to par-tay! but i dished out a retard costume and had fun still. locations: queued outside buterfactory for 'to date record' of 3 freaking hours before hoping to double O and retiring outside 711 for small talks.i went over to kim's place to changed and gear up. this is nicky, her 11 year old dog. each time i go over, each time he never fails to scratch and leaves marks on my legs. now guess who this kid is..? haha.now do you see any similarities?meet the dark bad angel and the cheena piang hooker from the oldies. this is alvin. i know, he doesn't look like that in real life. he looks scarier..really.
i know you guys have seen how a grim reaper looks like, but have you seen how one smokes? i mean...gabriel looks like he hasn't smoked in 10 years and is so god damn desperate that he's chewing the whole cigarette up.
lyn looked totally glam and cute in her seductive ballerina costume but the other prop is just so wrong. see la..tell you not to make friends with the reaper guy already...
the hooker decided that it was time for some new modern way poses to get her customers.
i seriously hate that 'thing' on the right hand side.
'why so serious......brandon' *nasty grins*
oh dear gillian, it was so great bumping into you. now we know what shuan has been saying...haha!
now you see them, now you don't!
what a huge ass crack!
yup, and majority weren't in full costumes!butterfactory.'don't you know, all ballerinas smoke to keep skinny!' *wonders who said that huh...transformer!
ricky isn't local...can you believe that? men in uniform...yum..but now, he looks too old..peterpan and popeye the sailorman! what the heck is security doing to peterpan!! he looks funny. and gingerbread man got blocked..shit.
another one of the modern day hook pose that i learnt from gillian the fairy. aiya! see la! we hanky panky then gillian left me exposed. gillian's friend..i think her name was sasha (did i get it right?). brandon, you looked so sexy in that nurse outfit. gillian was trying to work up some magic...act cute la...
bff. act cute x 100000000000000000............. retired. yet again, modern day hooker pose.not easy to hook people up nowadays.
fairies get cranky too. not so serious anymore huhh...

ballerina! sit properly lehhh....
happy belated belated...halloween!!!

xoxoJIN

to forgive and forget.

is that really possible? i bumped into a friend today, one in which brought back memories i should say. pleasant or not...i wonder? anyways, it was really to my surprise that i saw you. i felt nothing, it was just like 'D***O?!!' i had wanted to just stop and wait at the corner for you cos' you were working and was approaching someone at that time. but you merely said a 'erm...sorry.' to that person and talked to me instead. i found it pretty funny, the way you did it. haha. yea. i could swear that the conversation we had was totally unglam, at the entrance of bishan mrt...now how cool can that be huh? ya know, i could tell how surprise you were as much as i was. seriously, is god playing tricks on us? i mean, i'm no christian or whatsoever but i never ever thought that i would ever see you again. thinking back, i don't exactly know how we started our friendship to how it became the way it is now. i'm quite sure of one thing though, we met at work and along the way i got upset and disappointed and then i moved on and then you came back into the picture and then someone lost some trust issues in me cos' of i'm quite sure you. there after, i can't remeber how i felt but i think i lost it. perhaps at that point in time, in my life at least, i thought you were the worst asshole i've ever met..boy was i really wrong. so now, you can safely take yourself off my 'not to date/ extremly dangerous to date' guys. haha..yea.



i guess my point is, can one really forgive, forget and forgo whatever that has happened. they say that once it's broken, it can never be mended. i believe in that but can things be improved? dammit, i know i have trust issues ever since so must crap has happened but i wish someone can really prove me wrong one day. i never wanted to make enemies but friends. even if something is over, is it not possible to start over as friends? some say that it really is better to stay away forever but i guess i beg to differ. for me, some have become friends, distant friends that is and some have become..well, complicated?


i wanna let so many into my heart but i wanna keep that special place just for you now. be cool?