the fighter in me.

Dear me, 

Always remember how far you came along to become what you are today. Please don't give up, please don't throw it all away. Live for the passion, fight for what you believe in and never ever live in regrets. It was a long way here and always learn from yesterdays. 

You made mistakes growing up but it happened for reasons. It made you experience life and it all shaped you to be the fighter you are today. There will always be down moments where it's so hard and you just keep breaking down over and over again. Life will eat you, bruise you and make you fall but that's what makes it interesting and worth it. Don't stay at being contented, always aim high and forward. Be open and take what others offer and always try. You may be good but there's always someone better than you out there. Curl up and feel like dying sometimes, take time to feel the pain and let the tears roll down at times. Feel it and then pick yourself up again. You may fail many times but don't you dare give up. you are worth it, you can do it. Keep the precious ones close and appreciate them. 

Do your best to not let the negativity in. They will get to you and bug you and make you feel like crap but come on, you've had this one too many times, people telling you that you aren't good enough and people not believing in your dreams but always tell yourself who cares, they don't know, they didn't take the time to want to know what's going on in your life so why should they judge. Remember it's those who love you that you should thank and treasure. They are you rock. 

Don't drift away, come back, always come right back to where your heart is. You can't run away, you know it's impossible.