i am no where near complicated. i am no where near difficult. i have simplified the way i am and i have axed out all the possibilities of being a horrible lover. so what now?

'cos' these miss you nights are really the longest.'

will i really get through this? i have been through heartbreaks, but will this be the same? will i be able to push it all away this time around once again and move on? i'm suddenly not sure. sigh. what's the point of feeling upset. what's the point of longing when you won't be there no more. you will never understand or feel anything that i am going through. b, im hurting one way or another, in every possible way. i hate the sudden pangs of pain and yearning for you. i hate how i will question myself on what went wrong. i wish you would love me like before. i wish you would know all that i am going through. i wish you would bother to stop and look back. i know you won't because you simply don't care anymore.

i just wanna tell you that i'm sorry

for all the things i've done to make you worry

and all the time i care for you from the bottom of my heart

i will be yours if you'll be mine

i will be there till the end of time

i will be with you until the day that i die

i will be yours

i will be yours