butterflies in my tummy.

tomorrow, open water championships.

i should be sleeping.
i really should.

i've got butterflies in my tummy.
i want that medal so badly.
i want to laugh at my RP coach so badly.
i want all my hardwork to be paid off.
i want the people around me to appreciate and be proud of me.
i want you.

tell me something i want to hear.
or maybe let me cry all my sorrows away.

let me do well.
let me win.

i once had someone to hold but i let it all slip away.
now, i am holding on to all that i have gained.

ciao people.

tomorrow, a day of competition.