'because i'm very afraid that you guys pull me down in what i have been working so hard and long for. i'm puting trust and i hope that all of you do appreciate what i'm doing for everyone. it isn't easy and it takes a lot of effort and focus.'
i love what i'm doing.
i love what i'm doing.
i love what i'm doing.
cos' i really love lifesaving with all my heart and soul.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
a/part.
was it just yesterday that we picked the ball up and decided to have a go at it?the grass was so green and the sun was shining.
wasn't it just that day when we held each other and it spoke a thousand words?
there were no promises made but words of security and comfort.
wasn't it our favourite hang out where we would lie beneath the blue sky and watch the world go by?
now where are those days which we had?
we are hanging, still hand in hand moving on but slowly creating a space between me, you and the game.
minhui turns 18!
10th of november 2008.
this lil' bubbly girl finally turned 18 :)
act shy only, when we sang you a birthday song.
agnes sure is an artist. LOL.
i asked her to pose and this is what she gave me.
cass was trying to get creative but..yea....
paparazzi shot.
my camera is like xxx years old la ok.
they had on matching shirts, shorts and even slippers!
longfei and cass on the left. becky and minhui on the right.
birthday girl, becky, me and cass.
rachel and the twins.
i know you love me deep deep.
see minhui's 'lamian' there...she eat till she was sweating like a pig.
this lil' bubbly girl finally turned 18 :)
act shy only, when we sang you a birthday song.
agnes sure is an artist. LOL.
i asked her to pose and this is what she gave me.
cass was trying to get creative but..yea....
paparazzi shot.
my camera is like xxx years old la ok.
they had on matching shirts, shorts and even slippers!
longfei and cass on the left. becky and minhui on the right.
birthday girl, becky, me and cass.
rachel and the twins.
i know you love me deep deep.
see minhui's 'lamian' there...she eat till she was sweating like a pig.
happy birthday to you~
you better be wearing that black casio caculator watch long time!!!
xoxo
because some memories are to be kept.
you, yes you.
you've become that memory that is stuck lingering in my mind. it was a short while ago that i thought i found someone so close to my heart and seemingly perfect. but you, yes you, were not meant to be for me. you belonged to another, hurt me bad and left me bleeding. now you, yes you, did you know how fustrated you had me going? did you know i stupidly shed tears for you? because i was blindly in love with you, who prolly didn't know at all till today.
you, yes you still, do you know that sometimes i wonder what would happen if i played the bitch and waited and played along with you? secretly when i was so deep into you, i wanted to just go along and hopefully one day god would let me have you. but then i evaluated and thought how i deserved better. i didn't want to be the bad person. i wanted to have you. i was so attracted. you made me feel so loved occasionally when i got you. i saw the soft side of you and it never fails to make me smile still.
hey you, though i liked to be ever so playful, i wonder if you saw right through me. i guess that was always a shield that made me protect myself from you. i was so scared about what i was getting myself into. yet, i still was so tempted.
if you are reading this, yes you, i hope you don't judge me cos my feelings took over for the moment. i'm so corrupted like this. i'm a hopeless in love like this. do i look all that happy on the outside? am i trying to hard to be? we may have drifted so god damn much, but i can't help but keep coming back to the pocket full of sunshines which you gave me. it wasn't much at all but it sure cut like a knife. you, yes you, now, you are listed as special right here <3.
green tea frapp anyone?
xoxo
you've become that memory that is stuck lingering in my mind. it was a short while ago that i thought i found someone so close to my heart and seemingly perfect. but you, yes you, were not meant to be for me. you belonged to another, hurt me bad and left me bleeding. now you, yes you, did you know how fustrated you had me going? did you know i stupidly shed tears for you? because i was blindly in love with you, who prolly didn't know at all till today.
you, yes you still, do you know that sometimes i wonder what would happen if i played the bitch and waited and played along with you? secretly when i was so deep into you, i wanted to just go along and hopefully one day god would let me have you. but then i evaluated and thought how i deserved better. i didn't want to be the bad person. i wanted to have you. i was so attracted. you made me feel so loved occasionally when i got you. i saw the soft side of you and it never fails to make me smile still.
hey you, though i liked to be ever so playful, i wonder if you saw right through me. i guess that was always a shield that made me protect myself from you. i was so scared about what i was getting myself into. yet, i still was so tempted.
if you are reading this, yes you, i hope you don't judge me cos my feelings took over for the moment. i'm so corrupted like this. i'm a hopeless in love like this. do i look all that happy on the outside? am i trying to hard to be? we may have drifted so god damn much, but i can't help but keep coming back to the pocket full of sunshines which you gave me. it wasn't much at all but it sure cut like a knife. you, yes you, now, you are listed as special right here <3.
green tea frapp anyone?
xoxo
Sunday, November 09, 2008
music: britney spears: womanizer
the weekend has been pleasant. i skipped school on friday cos's of the lazy bug illness. seriously, i got up and just couldn't get myself outta bed cos my eyelids refused to open and my body just wasn't functioning enough to move at all. so there, i spent the whole day snoozing in and out of sleep, occasionally getting up and chatting for abit on msn and reading emails and playing 'word challenge' on facebook. it was damn right, one of those loser slacker days. sinful as it is, i promise to elimate such of these days as much as possible in future.
friday night, i met gabriel, kim and daniel with his gaming buddies at some thai pub. according to dan, it was cool, so kim, gab and i decided to believe him and went along with his idea. haha. i can't exactly say that it was boring and pathetic but yea, it was amusing i'd say. it looked pretty much like one of those pubs at orchard towers in which i had helped 'psychotheraphy' to perform last halloween, except that it wasn't so big and high class looking. 'club sabai sabai' (jokes!) was very uncle like with a mixture of music that was provided by a live band (here meaning normal singers = not professionals) with thai singers and musicians singing canto, chinese, thai and english songs. i can't evaluate how great the singers were cos' half the time, the music was blasting and too loud that it covered the singers voices. anyways, i think we spent more time having supper twice rather than in the pub itself.
kimberly, daniel and gabriel. 
eww..your tongue so long.
eerrr...
this is us, all excited and waiting to see the pub.
this is us, in the pub already and getting all bored with nothing to do except to laugh at whatever that's going, take pictures and drink martell.
now, introducing the stars of club sabai sabai:
now you know why i say very uncle?
gabriel got excited.
there after, kim and i got really bored and decided to go for a stroll outside the pub.
guess who joined us shortly... 
guess who got high...
and the couple who likes to make out in front of me.
yes, this is the couple. 
kim got really sleepy...
even her prince had a hard time waking her.
and after supper at lavender for some pig organ soup, she's awake alright...
saturday night, was rachel's 21st birthday party. man, i never expected so many people to be there. this girl sure has many groups of friends.
birthday girl!
because rachel decided that it would be cool to have a theme, she choosed 'flower' and she really did received a whole lot of flowers!
me and yvonne.
andy!
chris!
jenny and her radars!
james; coral reef, jenny and elena!
they say, food makes the world goes round. it sure does, judging from these photos.
the chalet responsible for her par-tay! 
omg! alex from xxx years ago. haha! it sure is a small world huh! even rachel knows you!
aiyo! so cute. matching balloons. (i made them do that, ain't it obvious.)
this was one i was telling andy 'this is how you can make a party look extra happening and show that you are having alot of fun.' so does it look like what it's suppose to be? 
and then we were at the playground. 
no, he wasn't smoking.
the kids so cute lorr...
this is what happens when you don't wanna take pictures with us.
jin says 'chris! take photo leh...' 
zhiwang. so act cute...forever!
'if you see the police, warn a brother.' that's what her shirt says and i bursted out laughing non-stop.
that ladybird cake sure is huge!
marvin! you can't hide from me!
saket, my north indian friend.
this is evidence that there were too many people at rachel's party. the guests had not enough seats that they had to resort to squatting unglamly.
notice my left calve. some bloody insect bite me and it swelled like mad. i look like i have pig trotters for legs now.
team rp lifesaving wishes rachel a happy 21st birthday!
it's been a very occupied weekend for me. i woke up at 1pm on sunday and b and i had lunch at 330pm at terminal 3's popeyes. after which, we concluded that there really wasn't anything much to do or see there and headed back home. oh! i finally watched '10 promises to my dog'. gawddd..it was so sad. i cried so much that now my eyes hurt. nevertheless, it was awesome...cos' i came home and went straight to mermaid and hugged her. sigh! shows like that really get to me.
for now, i shall head to the sacks. ciao!
friday night, i met gabriel, kim and daniel with his gaming buddies at some thai pub. according to dan, it was cool, so kim, gab and i decided to believe him and went along with his idea. haha. i can't exactly say that it was boring and pathetic but yea, it was amusing i'd say. it looked pretty much like one of those pubs at orchard towers in which i had helped 'psychotheraphy' to perform last halloween, except that it wasn't so big and high class looking. 'club sabai sabai' (jokes!) was very uncle like with a mixture of music that was provided by a live band (here meaning normal singers = not professionals) with thai singers and musicians singing canto, chinese, thai and english songs. i can't evaluate how great the singers were cos' half the time, the music was blasting and too loud that it covered the singers voices. anyways, i think we spent more time having supper twice rather than in the pub itself.
kimberly, daniel and gabriel. 
eww..your tongue so long.eerrr...this is us, all excited and waiting to see the pub.
this is us, in the pub already and getting all bored with nothing to do except to laugh at whatever that's going, take pictures and drink martell.
now, introducing the stars of club sabai sabai:now you know why i say very uncle?gabriel got excited.
there after, kim and i got really bored and decided to go for a stroll outside the pub.
guess who joined us shortly... 
guess who got high...
and the couple who likes to make out in front of me.
yes, this is the couple. 
kim got really sleepy...
even her prince had a hard time waking her.and after supper at lavender for some pig organ soup, she's awake alright...
saturday night, was rachel's 21st birthday party. man, i never expected so many people to be there. this girl sure has many groups of friends.
birthday girl!because rachel decided that it would be cool to have a theme, she choosed 'flower' and she really did received a whole lot of flowers!
me and yvonne.
andy!
chris!jenny and her radars!james; coral reef, jenny and elena!
they say, food makes the world goes round. it sure does, judging from these photos.
the chalet responsible for her par-tay! 
omg! alex from xxx years ago. haha! it sure is a small world huh! even rachel knows you!
aiyo! so cute. matching balloons. (i made them do that, ain't it obvious.)
this was one i was telling andy 'this is how you can make a party look extra happening and show that you are having alot of fun.' so does it look like what it's suppose to be? 
and then we were at the playground. 
no, he wasn't smoking.
the kids so cute lorr...
this is what happens when you don't wanna take pictures with us.jin says 'chris! take photo leh...' chris says 'don't want, i don't wanna take with you.'
jin says 'eh don't like that laa...'
chris says ' don't want leh..hurr...' 
chris says 'ok la ok la...i take with you.'
jin thinks 'walao...now i don't wanna take with you already lor.'
HAHAHAHAHAAAA!
zhiwang. so act cute...forever!
'if you see the police, warn a brother.' that's what her shirt says and i bursted out laughing non-stop.
that ladybird cake sure is huge!
marvin! you can't hide from me!saket, my north indian friend.this is evidence that there were too many people at rachel's party. the guests had not enough seats that they had to resort to squatting unglamly.notice my left calve. some bloody insect bite me and it swelled like mad. i look like i have pig trotters for legs now.
team rp lifesaving wishes rachel a happy 21st birthday!
it's been a very occupied weekend for me. i woke up at 1pm on sunday and b and i had lunch at 330pm at terminal 3's popeyes. after which, we concluded that there really wasn't anything much to do or see there and headed back home. oh! i finally watched '10 promises to my dog'. gawddd..it was so sad. i cried so much that now my eyes hurt. nevertheless, it was awesome...cos' i came home and went straight to mermaid and hugged her. sigh! shows like that really get to me.
for now, i shall head to the sacks. ciao!xoxo
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