8 august 2008.

another meet up for dinner with the work mates, this time around, to celebrate the august babies, jesse, sebastian and augustine. it was at clarke quay, brewerkz. where we made merry with food and beer. happy birthday jesse, sebby and august!

this is my favourite work mate gabriel: gabby!

six months i waited for you to be home from cheena country!so when are you coming back to work to drink green tea and eat pocky with me on tower huh??here we have gabby, dexter, curtis and sebby.the august babies! sebby, jesse and auggy.jesse and i.with you guysm i always feel young! (HAHA.) junlong and yeowei.and that's meimei, our aspiring doctor!curt you suck because you refuse to admit how much you've missed me.dex, curt and seb.stuffed with food and beer and they can still pose for me.hello champion surfer :)see the uncles! HEE!auggy likes to act cute just because he looks like barney.curt has a thing for gabby i swear.gab and mei.this is thomas, who left early because he had to erm...meet someone!sebastain ahs many nice names, for example, sebby crab.gab and dex.wah! not camera shy huhh!!jesse here, is a nurse in training.auggy, auggy, i have no clue as to what to call him, except purple dino who loves kids.thomas's food was horrible! the seafood was horrible, not fresh!after dinner, we all couldn't decide on where to go. anyhow, we ended up at some pub. see ya'll soon wallies :)

i wish my hair would faster grow.

happy holi-holidays!

it's early in the morning and i'm awake. happy holidays peeps, it's the beginning of a three weeks break.

plans for the day:
-meet chris for spine doctor's appointment at parkway
-ikea with longfei and chris (tampanies outlet)
-ride my bike back from chris's place

i feel lonely and i don't know why. last night i took mermaid on a long walk and it felt like an escape to me. away from troubles and deep thoughts. i wish you would all go away. i wish all of you never came in just to haunt me at the end of the way. my paper heart's bleeding. i don 't know how long; how much longer i have to wait for it to heal.

'it's not fair, how you are, i can't be complete. can you give me more? and all i know is, you got to give me everything. nothing last, you know i'll give you all of me. i'll give you everything that i am, one minute of everything that i've got. cos' i want to have a really true love, don't wanna have to give you up. stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pouring and i wanna make it worth the fight. what have we been doing for all this time? baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.'

xoxo

Dear Japo Boyfriend,

Happy 20th Birthday!
Please be less horny and add a little more brains into that empty shell of yours.
Also, stop lying to yourself that you would wake up and start jogging to keep fit.
Nevertheless, i love you long time :)

xoxoJIN

perhaps love isn't in my dictionary.

for you, i know i gave my all and i never screwed anything up.
for you, i told myself that no matter how miserable i was, i would never let you down.
for you, i was trying to be perfect, i did everything right.


but you took it all away.
i just want you to know you were the one i tried so hard to keep and pleased cos' i trusted.

music: aaron carter: i'm all about you

i wish you'd sing the song to me.

music: the postal service: sleeping in

a good book by me.

tea by me.

good music with me.

seems like a day in my life that i've missed. what completes it all is a text message from you that makes me smile. i'm a happy child now :)

i feel so free, no rushing, non at all. 

hardwork has been over and done with and i feel the need for a break.

said no to work today and suddenly i feel like i should have just went to work.

waited a whole day at home and i wonder if it even matters to you.

bum around in the end, watching videos and reading quite abit. napped in the noon too.

this is a lifestyle i never dreamt of. i don't think i wanna get use to it either.

i'd be glad to go back to my busy way of life, but would it matter to you?

i have thoughts that maybe god is doing all this on purpose to me, for taking too many things for granted. he wants me to learn, i get it alright.

i feel alone, and i don't like it at all.

but your simple textes makes my day and make me have faith :)

keep coming back home ok?

FYP(I)

before, life was sad. fyp was top priority. it killed my life. everyday was report and meetings. i almost married my laptop and i swear, each time my lappy decided to play tricks and died on me, i would panic my guts out, curse, swear and cry.my acer laptop for two years and counting. you've served me well, going through thick and thin with me. and check out the mess i made, the creation of fyp.yes, we had a fyp portal to log all out meetings. bummer.before this fyp, i was an idiot to using excel. now i feel like a pro yo.so you see, fyp kills people. i have never been so serious all my life in RP, till now.i skipped two days of class just to complete my report, just so to meet the submission dateline. everyone was hectic, i saw the library being crowded during lesson times, which means many had skipped class too! i guess it wasn't just SHL but look, year three isn't really that glamourous after all huh!

it was a little breather for us all after the submission of our reports but hey, we still had our team presentation to complete! and yesterday, we could finally call it an end to FYP(I). It was SHL's turn for FYP(I) presentations. my team (ken, martin, willow, jasmine and me), was sheduled to present at 1530 at E64G. so we met at 1300 and did our last minute touch ups and preparations. I guess we all didn't feel much pressure intially. for me, i blanked out during our rehearsal and then i started to worry a little. I really started to feel nervous when we all started our actual presentation. i didn't expect to feel that way but i was scared and shaking :( oh well, i did miss out some points and it definitely wasn't my best presentation at all for i know i could have done a much better job. least now i know what to expect in FYP (II). i'm hereby swearing that i'll start on the right note and do a splendid job for FYP (II)! no more you to make me cry and loose focus. you got me down hard, but i'm trying to be so much better.
andruew and I (sibling! do you believe?)
andruew's team mates. last team to present, no wonder they all looked so bored.it's amazing how a presentation can make a person so hungry.saburi ken. jasmine sure changes out fast from her formal wear.
martin acting cute. (i know you love roses.)

xoxo jasmine danker :)
jasmine's a gym freak with hot legs.
my japo boyfriend.
cute not? (hahahaha!)

FYP(I) teammates: saburi ken, hong yiting (willow), zhuang jieying jin, jasmine diana danker, wong de yuan (martin)

hey guys, it's been a pleasure working with ya'll. thanks for tolerating and understanding. great job wallies :)

it's 11:33am
presentation's at 15:30pm
i'm still home, looking through the slides over and over again
i don't feel too bad yet.
we'll see...