Glitz 2008.

this year the award ceremony was held at the competition hall at the sports complex. yes yes i know, you must be thinking 'oh wow, how glamourous is that huh?' but really, it was glam enough :) red carpet, nice lighting, props and what not, made it just as awesome as it was last year at the trcc. ok, mayeb the only bad thing was that the aircon useless. we felt...nothing. it was as if i was having a suana session can.

so chris picked us up at causeway point. thank goodness her car was big. we had about ten people squeezing in the car! now i know that in such situations, the team can really squeeze huh. we all comprise by sitting on each other's lap and sacrificing a little bit of arse space here and there. haa!

pictures.the aftermath of squeezing in the car. the guys prolly thought they fought world war three, what with us sitting on their laps.
and then while waiting for others to come, we taught hanging out and taking pictures at the car park was the new black. haha! next up we decided to try looking like runway models. walk, talk and pose for the camera!i really wondered if micheal kept his hair long just for this event. gary says no though.first time i see zhengkai so hardworking. then again, he was only reading the glitz booklet, prolly checking for any hot chicks. haa! and johann looks so stone can.andy action only. he's physically here but mentally in temptation island.

finally, the prize winners!darshi! (waterpolo, swimming)rachel chiam! (eh stop flirting with my director ok!)

mr pang yong kai!

mr wang yi kai!me!RENA! (volleyball) stop playing stupid card games in class ok! i tell alexis!

long fei!jina! lavendar (canoeing), the sports woman of the year. $1500 flew to her and not me :( so much for shark fins for the whole team huh. HAHA!
team of the year, dragon boat. (what's new...)

now here comes the after ceremony photo taking.

RP's Lifesaving Team 2008 (seniors, except that stupid johann; so extra)

here are some of us, prize winners, trying to pose like real athletes. haa!

gary thinks he's hottest this way.i have 'a thing' for black swimmers (like real).

gays fighting for the rights of their gays partners.xoxo ex- captain.thanks for being just there through my ups and downs ;)so now you guys think you all very cute la! rachel and i always like to pretend that we are barbie dolls living in a perfect world. heh.road race and lifesaving members, together as one.the food was too little! chester and i.ok rachel, we're going diving in july!the guy whom i always though was chester.my beloved step brother.adriel, rachel and myself.meiling (dragon boat)

so there you have it, glitz 2oo8.

things happen and sometimes we least expect it. yes, this is gonna be one of those post in which i typed when i was listing to sad songs with a heavy heart. i guess like you said, i pushed my luck too far, thinking that you would be the one to love me a life time. i knew how i was, i knew what i was capable of doing but yet, maybe i really really never changed for you like i said i would. regrets after regrets but what's the point. it's gone. if i knew, i would have held you a little longer, kissed you a little more and just lay in bed with you just doing nothing at all. i still wanna do all those things we plan but hey, i've got to stop thinking that way.

and so i stomped into the office yesterday. i'm sorry guys, for that attitude. i couldn't hold back my tears. it comes on and off. i fought them back when i was speaking to sebby on tower. i fought them back when shiqin came into the toilet to ask if i were ok. but i let them flow freely when i was alone on tower. it hurts, like you said you hurt too. i let my attitude got the better of everything.

on wednesday i caught 'the accuracy of death' with my junior team mates. maybe like the actress, i've always had bad luck. i don't wanna fall in love. i just want to be happy. no more broken hearts and feeling like this.

i'll train so hard to become that sports woman i wanna be.



hey mom
why didn't you tell me
why didnt you teach me a thing or two
you just let me go, out into the world
you never thought to share what you knew
so i walked under a bus, i got hit by a train
keep falling in love, which is kind of the same

my laptop has been much of a bitch lately and my adaptor has officially died.

like that isn't bad enough, my hp charger's hasn't been working either! god damn it! everything is so against me.

training today. trials for NUS invitational. I guess I tried to do better despite my rotten left ankle and horrible throat which still hasn't healed. i am drained, so drained and i don't even know why. sigh! mentally and physically, i feel so upset :(

lately, i feel miserable. maybe it's the thought of  having one thing after another with not much of well deserved rest? maybe it's cos' i feel burnt out? maybe it's matters of the heart? i really don't know. sometimes, i wish i could just not be able to feel. sigh.

moments.

you know the little things in life can really lift a person's mood at times.
just a simple text message from you and i smile so wide.
the music that's playing on my ipod suddenly seems to sound a thousand times better.
my foot steps suddenly feels so light, as though i could fly.
and then i find myself going all out just for you.

silly but true.
is this how a person in love should feel?

H.A.N.D.S. 2008

we love lifesaving.

we love helping charity.

we'd do almost anything for the love of it all.

and so, there we were, H.A.N.D.S. 2008, an over night charity swim in which we were just suppose to be competing with other teams in the most number of laps to be swam.

pictures!

no one brought a mat but me ok! so we all squeezed into one pathetic small mat while NUS had something so much bigger and they were able to sleep nicely! anyways, it was quite an experience...the cold, the hunger and what not. when it was all over and the sun was up, everyone was so relieved and suddenly, everyone was awake and rushing to go home!

TAS Aquathlon 2008.

another joint race by the lifesaving and roadrace IG.
darsi and his partner (i can't recall who) had won 2nd place in their category. well done boys :)

as for me, my results were...terribly saddening..really...haha...coming up as the 4th swimmer but ending with the 10th postition just because my stupid arse run was freaking slow.

feast your eyes peeps:

did i mentioned, this fateful race, left me with a sprained left ankle for the first time! seriously, how it happened, is damn hilarious. the last 100 metres was covered with red carpet and so i wasn't able to see the uneven ground. so there i was, trying hard to looking all professional and stylo-milo and BAM! suddenly i felt a sharp pain cos i nearly fell when i twisted my left ankle. you know, i refused to believe that it was a sprain until i was lying in bed that night and my mom came into the room and shrieked when she saw my swollen ankle. obviously, i did not want to see a sinseh cos i was too chickened out to do that.

colour of blue, i've never seen grey green like your true.

"i've always wondered how it can be done,
to pick one,
who's gonna be my lover for life, my baby,
be there to hold me throught the night."

the hols are coming to an end. yes yes..a pity it is but then i actually can't wait to graduate. the thought of donning the pretty graduation gown seems so exciting. kinda like so near but yet so far. well, that's my only inspiration to graduate for now. haha. if not for that, i wouldn't wanna leave poly life. sounds scary..really. i mean where am i to go after this academic year? i don't even know if i'll make it to the uni. one thing's for sure though, i do not wanna start working, like full time. arrgghh!


so the only exciting part of my hols would in my opinion be my trip to malaysia, puala aur for silver cross. i swear i signed up for just the course and not because i was desperate to meet new friends or whatsoever. so there i was for three days and three nights, with my ex coach, many tp people, many kids from my coach's current lifesaving class and not forgetting family members. yes, i was nervous. no matter how god damn loud i can be, i can be freaking shy as well. anyways, i fitted in nicely i think. i mean i wasn't a loner at all. the good news would be i passed the test and i enjoyed very much the scorching sun, the soft sand and the beautifully clear waters :) and the bad news would be..well...there really wasn't any bad things to remember just that the journey was long and we were away from modernisation for a few days. it was cool..yea..been there once and twice and i'll go back for more! the pictures will come asap when i get hold of them!


do people yell at each other all the time and say the most hurtful things to one another but at the end of the day simply say sorry cos they think they are really sorry and just kiss and make up? i mean yea sure, i do that but thinking back now, why do people even yell in teh first place? because it was an instant reaction, because they couldn't control their feelings and what not.


i'll leave ya'll with a question: what sound do aligators make?


see ya'll later, aligators!

ellen degeneres

ellen degeneres is seriously one funny hot lesbian. watch it and be filled with balloons of laughter. i have never failed to not be glued to the television when i watch her shows. somehow, it really is amazingly funny. check out: if these walls could talk 2 starring ellen degeneres and sharon stone.

she inspired me and made me miss my baby girl so much more.